It’s no surprise he is still overcoming the tragic ordeal, Confessing he was “afraid of everything”.
He said: “When you get hurt the way I did, you develop PTSD because you know anything can happen at any time of the day. I got shot in the broad daylight , everybody was outside nobody did nothing to help me.
“So I got scared, and that made me go crazy I became angrier than I was before. The only time I was comfortable was when I didn’t care. So I just said – f**k it.
“When you got that pistol and you’re looking for you opps, your attention is shifted. You’re not afraid anymore. You’re like, ‘I hope that is them standing on the corner now.’ ”
If it wasn’t for hiphop I’d still be in the streets
J spaz – real name Joseph Reaves – began rapping when he was just 16-years-old, but his mother and father never believed people who spoke of their son’s antics.
He told CelebrityNewsVault: “At 16 I had already been involved in hiphop life for years. I was aggressive enough to get by in street rap battles- but then I’d go home and be my mothers baby.
“I was in Rap cyphers killing cats with Freestyles but I still had to get good grades in school but after A while I just went to school to rap.
“I felt I had to do whatever it took make a name for myself in music back then. The stuff that came out of my mouth when I was rapping back the – wow, that kid was crazy. I was the youngest in the pack, everyone else was at Four years older than me but I still became the G.O.A.T
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